The one with the guilt

Infertility does strange things to you.  It’s such a weird thing to go through.  I couldn’t even explain all the craziness.  Laced through all of it though, unfortunately, is guilt. Some of the guilt is just crazy.  Many feel guilt because of what their body is not accomplishing.  Which is unfair because you can’t control that. […]

The one when I’m convinced it’s over

I passed another clot thing yesterday morning. I was honestly scrutinizing it, thinking “is this my baby? Is this as big as a blueberry?”  Today while getting ready for the ultrasound and work, I told DH I felt it was over so if they saw anything it would be a happy surprise for me. He […]