I passed another clot thing yesterday morning. I was honestly scrutinizing it, thinking “is this my baby? Is this as big as a blueberry?” Today while getting ready for the ultrasound and work, I told DH I felt it was over so if they saw anything it would be a happy surprise for me. He had faith we were good. But he’s always more positive than me.
I started crying before the tech came in. I was just so scared there would be nothing there. When she came in she was so understanding of how nervous I was. She said that she would explain everything she was seeing, and not to panic, sometimes it takes a minute to find it. But she found it no problem and in the split second between when it came on the screen and she pointed it out, I saw the heartbeat flashing away.
I have never felt so relieved.
She said the heart rate was 129 and I was measuring at 6w5d on some things and 6w6d on others. I’m actually 6w5d, so that’s perfect. The dr came in to talk to us after which I wasn’t expecting. I thought it was just the ultrasound. But because everything looked good, she released us to my regular OBGYN! We graduated!
I found this image on Pinterest, how perfect is it for me and my blog?? Hahaha
I still am in shock that this is real. And I’m still scared of miscarriage. But I was more scared of it not being real, so I’m feeling pretty relieved. Figures my littlest sister is on vacation for the next few days, since she’s the first person we’re telling. More waiting. Even though this time it’s for something so good.