This is not a picture of my little vial of blood. I stole it from pinterest.
I heard from Dr V. She asked how I was and I said fantastic. Sooo, she knew I cheated. Haha. Even though I knew the beta would be positive, I told her I was worried the number wouldn’t be where it should be or something. She said it’s right where she wants it, it’s 109. I’m lower than the median at the beta base (I’m 10dp5dt, so on their chart, I’m 15dpo), so of course I’m still worried. But I think I would be no matter what the number is. I’m not going to stop questioning if it’s a chemical until after I see the hb.
I’m still crampy and bloated. I also think I’m peeing more often. And my hunger is all weird. But I welcome it all. Feeling different from normal is reassuring.
I go back on Saturday morning for beta #2 to confirm it’s rising appropriately. I’m celebrating that I have at least today and tomorrow, knowing that I’m pregnant.